unholycrap | text // dated at Ella's arrival

No one say ANYTHING to Ella Lopez about demons or angels or whatever until I can talk to her!

[ ... ]

This is totally gonna freak her out.

She's my best friend. And she believes in all of this. I'm worried about how she'll take it.

( ugh a believer in the false god )

If she already believes it exists it won't be too surprising.

That's not the point. Believing and knowing aren't the same thing.

Did you believe?

No. I never believed in any of it.

[ She hesitates in sending the next text, but she does anyway. ]

I didn't believe but I think a part of me knew.

You knew?

Part of me. Somehow. I can't explain it.

I just knew Lucifer wasn't lying, but I didn't want to hear the real truth.

( she can't decide how foolish she finds that )

Her truth will be different.

I just hope it doesn't hurt her.