unholycrap | text // dated at Ella's arrival

No one say ANYTHING to Ella Lopez about demons or angels or whatever until I can talk to her!

[ ... ]

This is totally gonna freak her out.

Yeah okay. I should have been quicker about that. But it didn't occur to me that we'd need one until she got here.

So you contacted each angel and demon you knew?
Why her?

She's my best friend. And she believes in all of this. I'm worried about how she'll take it.

( ugh a believer in the false god )

If she already believes it exists it won't be too surprising.

That's not the point. Believing and knowing aren't the same thing.

Did you believe?

No. I never believed in any of it.

[ She hesitates in sending the next text, but she does anyway. ]

I didn't believe but I think a part of me knew.

You knew?

Part of me. Somehow. I can't explain it.

I just knew Lucifer wasn't lying, but I didn't want to hear the real truth.

( she can't decide how foolish she finds that )

Her truth will be different.

I just hope it doesn't hurt her.